HELLO FELLOW DEVIANTS! I HAVE BEEN PONDERING THE MEANING OF LIFE THESE PAST FEW DAYS. I..AS YOU ALL DON'T KNOW..WORK WITH CHILDREN AT A DAYCARE. IT IS A VERY REWARDING AND FULFILLING JOB..BUT IT CAN ALSO BE A VERY COMPLICATED AND STRESSFUL JOB AT TIMES. YOU ARE WITH THESE KIDS FOR A GOOD PART OF THE DAY FOR 5 DAYS OUT OF THE WEEK SO NEEDLESS TO SAY YOU FORM A BOND WITH THEM. YOU NEVER THINK THAT SOMETHING COULD POSSIBLY HAPPEN TO THEM. ABOUT A WEEK AGO..ONE OF OUR KIDS WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT. THERE WAS HORRIBLE DOWN POOR THAT DAY AND THEY SOME HOW SLID AND MERGED INTO A RIVER. THERE WERE 3 KIDS IN THE CAR ALL TOGETHER. TWO DIED AND THE DRIVER THANKFULLY MADE IT OUT ALIVE.

LIFE IS SO FRAGILE. ITS NOT A FOREVER THING. IT CAN BE GONE IN AN INSTANT. WE NEED TO LIVE EACH DAY AS IF IT WERE OUR LAST. WE CAN'T ASSUME WE'LL HAVE TOMORROW BECAUSE TOMORROW ISN'T PROMISED TO US. I LOOK AT MY HUSBAND AND I THINK..DO I TELL HIM I LOVE HIM ENOUGH? IF I DIE TODAY..WILL HE REALLY NOW HOW IMPORTANT HE WAS IN MY LIFE..AND HOW LUCKY HE MADE ME..AND HOW EACH DAY WITH HIM FELT LIKE A PRIZE I WON.? DON'T WASTE TIME. ITS TOO VALUABLE.

I GUESS I'M JUST SAD. I'M SAD FOR THIS CHILD'S FAMILY WHO MAY BE ASKING THEMSELVES THOSE SAME QUESTIONS.